Hello, and welcome to my page. I am glad you stopped by today. My name is Sabine.
I originally started this page, when I had just gone through divorce and had realized that I spent years of my life trying to fit into a picture that just wasn’t painted for me. With nothing left to lose and with midlife quickly approaching, I realized that I had a decision to make. I could either continue to live based on the standards set forth by others, or I could take the pen in my own hand and become the author for the next chapters of my life.
As I began looking to my future, I quickly realized that it wasn’t going to be written unless I was also willing to face off with my past.
When we embark on a journey of something new, we often want to do so, by leaving the past behind. But no matter what I did my past of childhood sexual abuse always seemed to catch back up to me.
Then I realized that a successful future is not possible, unless we allow all parts of ourselves to be integrated into the whole. This includes the ones that we would rather see hidden in the back corners of the closet.
I am now devoting this blog to own all my stories, tell them from the perspective of the different parts that live inside of me, and share with you how this allows me to create the life of my dreams.
Do I have all the answers? Certainly not. I don’t actually want to be the person, who shares their story in retrospect after they have achieved what they set out to do. I want to share it as it is unfolding.
I am currently embarking on a “Year of Transformation” in which I am devoting 90-minutes a day to meditation to see what impact mindfulness can have on my life.